I had to put my sweet little lady bug to sleep last night. I’ve never experienced a pain like this before in my life, and I have been through loss so many times. This feels so different for me. I have been out of work for the last 6 months or so and she hated leaving my room, so I was with her nearly every minute of every day except for 3 or 4 hours of dungeons and dragons two days a week. It feels like part of me was torn out, I can’t stop crying and I can’t stop missing her. I can’t help feel guilty wishing there was more I could have done for her. I normally have good coping skills but this is just destroying me from inside out. I just want to hold my sweet baby in my arms again and I don’t know how to realize she is gone and I will never see her again. I would give 20 years of my life just to have her back for one more year, I would do anything to be with her again. I lost my best friend and I don’t think I ever experienced love for something in the unique way I did for her.
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