Its been two days since the death of my dog Roxy. She was 9 years old and she was a scottish terrier. I adopted her 7 months ago in April and she was the first dog that was mine and my responsibility. I was looking for a dog because I was depressed during that time and though a dog would help me. Roxy was there she would bark when anyone go near her cage but I loved the way she looked as it was the first scottish terrier I ever seen. When I went to get her the people told me she was borderline cushing and had yeasts infections on her skin also her legs were bow legged and her tail was bent/broken. When I heard that news I was devastated but I decided that I would take her in and take care of her.
That was the most amazing decision I ever made. Roxy was so unique everyone would love her and she acted so differently than other dogs. She would always only follow me and wait for me wherever I would go. She would never get out of her little bed until I got out of my bed. She was the most loyal dog to me and she was only very attached to me. She was also house trained. I would always spend my time with her cuddling her even though she hated it and hated being petted. I would take her everywhere I would take her to this dog park on this hill where you could oversee the city. I would always take her there when I was sad and it would be the most amazing peaceful place I ever been too. I would see her just sniff the grass and chase other dogs. She would actually bully other dogs lol. She was so beautiful and I would always tell her I loved her.
Two days ago she woke me up with the smell of poop. I looked around and saw that she diaheria all over the floor. I took her outside and left her there because it was the middle night. I wake up looking for her and there was vomit on the floor and I looked all around her in my backyard. I found her laying on this couch we have outside she wasn't moving just laying there breathing hard. She would only move her eyes and I started crying i saw her looking at me while I was crying hard. It was the saddest thing I ever seen. I took her to the emergency vet where i had to pay 4000 dollars so I was in debt but I accepted it because I wanted her to live so bad. But during the night she went into cardiac arrest and passed away.
Now im so devastated that she's gone I cant stop crying . I'm always thinking about her and asking why did she have to die and where is she. She was my bestfriend we were dependent on eachother and now she's gone. I feel so lonely at home without her. It was the most amazing feeling having her near me. Now she's gone. I feel extremely ill and feverish. I miss her so much. I miss you roxy.
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