Two days ago she woke me up with the smell of poop. I looked around and saw that she diaheria all over the floor. I took her outside and left her there because it was the middle night. I wake up looking for her and there was vomit on the floor and I looked all around her in my backyard. I found her laying on this couch we have outside she wasn't moving just laying there breathing hard. She would only move her eyes and I started crying i saw her looking at me while I was crying hard. It was the saddest thing I ever seen. I took her to the emergency vet where i had to pay 4000 dollars so I was in debt but I accepted it because I wanted her to live so bad. I contacted this group called Scotties Rock and they covered the vet bills thankfully. But during the night she went into cardiac arrest and passed away during CPR efforts.
Now im so devastated that she's gone I cant stop crying . I'm always thinking about her and asking why did she have to die and where is she. She was my bestfriend we were dependent on eachother and now she's gone. I feel so lonely at home without her. It was the most amazing feeling having her near me. Now she's gone. I feel extremely ill and feverish. I miss her so much. I miss you roxy. The house feels so empty without you and you aren't here to follow me around throughout the house wherever I went. I miss you so much
I just learned that my dog was scratching the door in the middle of the night while I was sleeping and now I feel like its my fault. Roxy never ever did that she would always wait patient at the door outside it was my fault. I cant believe she's gone. I dont know what to do I want to know why she's gone and I don't know why or how she passed away. Was it my fault
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