Hello community of reddit,
I don't know what to do, I feel really sad and I am thinking about my baby boy every night. His name is Jake he is a beagle.
Few months ago I had to choose between work or my dog. I had to move out asap from the place I lived and leave the dog behind because I couldn't take it to my new home (I moved out 300km away).
Because of that I have to give it to other family. I didn't gave him up just to somebody. I gave him to the family where they have big house and he is never alone. They already had a beagle but their died because of liver disease. The old man and their children live with him. So the dog has plenty of people to play with.
As I heard he goes 3 times for a long walk and to play with other dogs also. I have to say I have not been such a good father for him as I didn't gave him that much love as he gets now.
Now I have left my "dream job" because it wasn't what I wanted. Now I feel really guilty that I have could stay where I was. I could not take the job and stay with Jake.
I know that he is allright, they are sending me pictures and videos. I get emails about his daily life, what he does through the day or what he have destroyed or eaten as he was able to eat everything what smells gross.
Now I feel that I never deserve to get another dog or even any pet as I betrayed Jake like this. I also don't know how to withstand the feeling because I would like to sleep few hours through night. That's why I am writing here and maybe someone was in the same or similar situation.
I know that I did wrong...
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