My pet just died today, a couple of hours ago when i wasn't in my home, and I think I never felt so much pain in my life after losing a friend this year :(
I can't take this, i don't want this, please, help, i don't want to feel like this anymore.
I feel very sad, depressed, mad.
He was a bird, i rescued him from the streets and he was never able to fly again because he fell from a tree. He was everything to me, i tooked care of him all the time, my motivation to return to my home was to know that he would be there waiting for me, that we would be together. He was more special than any pet I had.
I created a special bond with him by taking care of him and never thought that a bird could give so much love.
It hurts to know that he will never be there again, that I will never find a pet like him again, I can't stand this, I can't stand not being able to see him anymore.
He spent a year with me, and he began to decay but I thought that was a normal thing in the birds, until today I arrived and found him dead in his nest, I was in shock. He wasn't that sick before I left my house today, he even ''looked''normal, I had a good day and I made a personal achievement, I felt so good with me and came back waiting to see him, and he was just dead.
I can't.
I can't take this, i can't stop crying to the point it hurts, i can't leave my bed, i'm very hurt,
I can't see a future without him because i loved him so much, he was a wonderful friend and im never going to see him again in my entire life,
I couldn't even say goodbye to him.
Somebody save me from myself, because i don't want to live feeling like this, the pain is so strong.
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