I was so happy that evening because I was going to my friends and I was so excited as I was going to introduce them my 3 month old puppy. I got everything packed and ready to go. I then had his bags on my shoulder and his bed in my hands with him in the bed then proceeded to the car but I realized the gate had be locked and came back inside to grab the keys. When inside he saw my boyfriend and wanted to jump out to him as he was still finishing up in the room. I let him down before he hurt himself but jumping so far up then I proceeded to the car to pack the things and that's when things took a turn for the worse...
I got to the step and not realizing my 3 month old puppy followed me out and I did something that I don't think I'll ever forget... I step onto my puppy and he gave a slight scream and I fell and I realized I stepped on him and immediately left everything to see to him and I grabbed him not knowing where I hurt him and ran into the room with my boyfriend onto the bed. I looked at him and I immediately felt this sadness over me and my boyfriend looked at him and cried instantly.
I had hope and thought he was going to be ok, he was quiet and did not move a peep. He looked at me but not a single motion, I hugged him and told him he will be ok. I then realized that I had stepped on his head and then I knew that he would not survive. I burst into tears realizing that I had killed my puppy that I love and adore...
I held him in my arms for as long as I could and his soul left us. I couldn't believe what had just happened and in a split second we are happy and he is happy not knowing it was going to be his last day with us. I could not stop crying I had blame myself for his death and we had decided we need to bury him in our yard. He is close to us and with us in our hearts he will always be loved and missed. I felt my heart could not handle those last moments seeing him being lay to rest. I still blame myself for killing my puppy. If I could go back it would be to that moment of just looking out for him and letting him live longer. I love him always. I just hurt so much because it is my fault that he is not with us today. I wish I could go back to that moment. I wish he could come back... I miss him.
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