So Heres some background. I use to live with my uncle and aunt whe. I was 9. I was often left home alone alot because they would normally be working. And my siblings lived somewhere else at the moment. So i was lonley And often played with my 3 huskies. They were like siblings to me.
They three huskies were.. Ziva a female all white husky Takoda a male mostly black husky. And kensie the female child of takoda and ziva. she was black and white
Heres the cast.
K- kensie Z- ziva AC - auntie car. UP- Uncle Pair Me -waka
So i was eating some speagthetti When all of a sudden K & Z were barking and i heard a car come up in the driveway.
I was waiting to ask them were takoda was. So they both came in. AC and UP without takoda.
Back then i mistaked Vets... for Pet hotels... i was an idiot. So i just thought he was at this 'pet hotel thats actually a vet' So i had a normal happy voice.
And i asked them where takoda was.
UP:Uhhh... (Up looks at Ac ) UP: ava takoda died today.... I ran up stairs and cried.
Takoda had the soul of a goat and ate couch stuffing and had a mysterious cancer. But he was also having back problems. They decided to put him down so that he wouldn't suffer.
I never got to say goodbye to the very dog that helped me throughout the hardest time of my life.
Takoda was only 5.
He was like a big brother to me.
And ever since then something kinda just. Went away. You could even say something in me snapped.
I mean i have exprinced death before this (poor 9 year old me) but never felt sad or any attachment. But because of takoda's death.
I never really showed emotion the same way ever again.
And sometimes my mean stepdad would sometimes dare to say to me
"He's just a dog"
ME INHALES.
Me on the inside. ( AND YOUR JUST A HUMAN WHOS SITTING ON MY MOMS COUCH WITHOUT A JOB. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW CLOSE I WAS TO HIM.WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU. ANIMALS ARE PEOPLE TOO .HUMANS ARE LITERALLY THE MAIN REASON FOR MOST OF EARTHS PROBLEMS. ITS NOT LIKE HE COULD CONTROLL WHAT HE WAS BORN AS. SO WHAT IF YOU WERE A DOG AND YOU HAPPEND TO DIED WOULD YOU WANT ME TOO FORGET YOU??? I SWEAR TO GO-)
enough with the rant thx for reading this.
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