A few weeks ago my beloved ferret Pickles passed away to Insulinoma. And just the day before that my beautiful dog was put down. I got pet rats to try and help with the pain, but it’s just not the same. I’d do anything for my beloved pets back. I am so lost, I feel as if pickles death was my fault and I could have done so much better for him, and that I could have prevented it. I feel tremendously guilty because when he died right next to me I was on my phone. Insulinoma is a incurable sickens that causes seizures. Pickles had been in and out of seizures that whole day, and I was by his side but not holding him the whole time. At some points I was playing video games while he was seizing in a blanket, we don’t have the money to take him to the vet and they wouldn’t have been able to do anything anyway. I tried to give him honey, because he was seizing due to low blood sugar but it didn’t help. At this point it was dark out and he’d been in this state for hours he also began to have grandma seizures. Not knowing what else to do I laid him on my on my bed with him and started to play on my phone. (I thought for sure he’d come out of it, it wasn’t the first time he had seizures.) Less then two minutes later he let out the most god awful scream and died right next to me. I’m only 14 but I feel as if my whole word is shattered. I want nothing more then to just be with my ferret Pickles. A burning question I have is, do ferrets go to heaven? I don’t want to go to heaven if my Pickles isn’t there. Another question is, I wasn’t his first owner, I had gotten him off of Craig’s list, so would he even be with me in heaven??? I’m so broken. I just want my pet back.
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