My cat was put down because of cancer and I’m still in denial. I miss him so much and I just wish I can hold him one more time and tell him how much I love him. I feel guilty every single day because I feel like I failed him, I couldn’t save him. The last day I saw him he lost so much weight and was hooked up to an Iv machine in the hospital. I remember hugging him and crying and I told him I’m so sorry I didn’t do more to save you. I took pics of him and I go through them almost everyday and I cry myself to sleep most nights hating myself for not taking him to the vet earlier to catch the cancer. His ashes will be ready in a few days and I don’t think I can face that day. Every time I’ll look at it I’ll just think it’s the last bit of him we have left and I’ll cry breakdown and cry. We had him for 14 years and after he left there’s this hole left in our hearts. I hate myself and I wish I did more. I miss him so much.
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