Today, my cat just died. His name is Chubs and he's the son of my cats so I had him ever since he was born. He grew up by my side, and he has always been with me for more than five years and honestly, I always thought that he would be here with me for a longer time.
I'm an introvert and I have really bad anxiety, I rarely talk about my feelings and I usually keep it to myself especially when I'm around my own family and friends. So whenever I'm sad, my cats are always there for me to cheer me up. My cats helped me so much. I always felt safe when I'm around them. Especially Chubs, he would always be there for me.
I can't believe that I wont be able to sleep next to him again. I won't be able to hug him. I won't be able to kiss his head. I won't be able to feel him knead his paws on me. I won't be able to hear his purr. I won't be able to pet him. I won't be able to call his name and greet him in the morning. I won't be able to take care of him. I won't be able to see or hear him ever again. I love him so much, I loved him ever since he was born and I will always love him.
I don't know what to do anymore. Why did this happen. All I wanted was to be happy with my cats. I just wanted to be happy. I'm so scared. I know I'm gonna cry again later before I sleep because starting today, there will be no Chubs next to me on my bed.
My head hurts from crying too much, I already threw up earlier but I feel like throwing up again. I already miss him.
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